Cupidon hit me with his arrow in Paris - They are not butterflies in my stomach but they make me happy. It is a feeling that I almost forgot existed. I have become so numb that I have conceded that I’ll never find love again. But you sure did something different and showed me that I am capable of loving again.
I really don't know how it started, and I am not sure how it will end. I don't think you even feel and see it, and I doubt you ever will. You are simple yet inviting. You are silent but has so many things to tell. You feel like home to me. Maybe it's your smile that makes my heart flutter. Or the way you say "lovely" when I have done something good. I wish I could be the one to always make you smile when you need one. And I wish I could be that guy to wash all your pain away.
Sometimes I imagine what we would be like. I often wonder what it would feel like to hold your hands, to breathe your comfort and to watch you rest on my shoulders until you fall asleep. Maybe one day I will get the chance to wrap you in my arms and never let go. Maybe one day I will get the chance to kiss you. Now, I realise how special you are to me and I am scared to admit it. I am falling in love with you. Sometimes I also wonder if you think about me. I hope you do.
I wish that someday after all the maybes and endless wondering, I will be holding your hands, breathing in your comfort, and waking up in the morning with you by my side. I think I know how this will end. You will figure out I like you and you won't feel the same. Then our interactions will slowly fade and you will start to push me away. If that happens, I would totally understand. But I want you to know that you will always hold a special place in my heart.
Until then, I am here patiently waiting.
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