I STOPPED TALKING TO YOU BECAUSE

29 January 2018
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I stopped talking to you because I am done trying. I stopped talking to you because I am done playing your games. I stopped talking to you because I am done being your backup plan. 


I am not doing this because I want you to miss me. Nor am I doing this to get back at you. I am doing this to keep my sanity. I stopped talking to you because I am tired. I am tired of wondering if you really like me. I am tired of waiting for your response every time I message you. I am tired of pretending that you actually care about me. I am tired of trying to convince you that I am worth the shot. 

I stopped talking to you because you stopped talking to me first. I always felt I had to initiate every conversation. And the moment I had nothing else to say, you stopped. You could have asked me anything just to keep the conversation, but you always never did. I guess I wasn’t that interesting. You should have spared me from your sweet musings - because you damn know how easily I would fall for you.

I stopped talking to you because there’s nothing left to say. I can’t be the only one trying. I can’t be the only one fighting. I stopped talking to you because you deserve someone who will sweep you off your feet. And I deserve someone who is sure of what he wants. Guess what? I can only stop my mouth from talking and my hands from writing. But I still can't stop who this heart is beating for.  Unfortunately, it still beats for YOU!